漫天星星的夜空

昨天晚上发了一场梦，梦见他陪伴在我身旁，抬头仰望夜晚的天空，弥漫着无数的星星，也看见了北斗星座，真的好漂亮！ 很多人说每一场梦都代表着某些意思的，刚刚谷歌了这场梦带来的意思，不知道会是真的吗？

周公解梦：
单身女人梦见洒满月光的夜空上星光闪烁，意味着你走到哪里都会得到别人真诚的关照。
梦见星星在夜空中闪闪发光,暗示幸福即将来临。你长期以来深感苦恼的事情将会迎刃而解。你的心情将会阴转晴，充满幸福和活力的日子在等待着你。你的友情和爱情将会有突破性的进展。

The Little Mermaid

Deep under the sea, colourful fishes glide among strange plants which wave gently to and fro in the crystal-clear water. In the deepest part which no human has ever visited, the mer-people live. The mer-king's palace has coral walls and a roof of oyster shells which open and close gently with the waves, each one hiding a gleaming pearl. Now the mer-king had six beautiful daughters but the youngest mermaid was the loveliest of all. Her eyes were deepest sea-blue, her skin like a rose petal and the scales on her mermaid tail shone like precious jewels. The mermaid loved hearing about the world above the sea which her grandmother described to her. "When you are fifteen," her grandmother said, "you may swim to the top of the ocean and see these wonderful things for yourself." How impatiently she waited for her fifteenth birthday. At last the day arrived. She combed her long golden hair, she polished the scales on her tail, then waving to her sisters she put her arms together and glided, up, up through the waves. When she lifted her head above the water, she saw a big sailing ship with a large anchor and chain holding it firmly in place. She noticed sailors lighting pretty lanterns along the deck: The mermaid swam swiftly to a porthole in the captain's cabin and when the waves lifted her up, she peeped inside. There were many fine gentlemen but the finest of all was a prince. He was laughing and shaking hands with everyone while soft music played. She had never seen anyone like him before. She could not keep her eyes away from him. Suddenly the sky darkened and the ship started to roll. The waves grew mountainous, thunder rolled around and the ship was tossed up and then plunged clown into the stormy seas. Then the ship's mast snapped and the ship rolled right over and started to sink. At first the mermaid felt happy for now the prince would sink to her father's palace. "But humans can't live under the sea," she remembered. "I must save his life somehow." And she swam through the wreckage until she spied the prince, just as he was slipping beneath the waves. His eyes were closed for he had no strength left. He was drowning. Quickly, the mermaid seized his head and held it above water. Then she rested on a huge wave and let it carry her and the prince safely away from the wrecked ship. When morning came the storm died away and the warm sun appeared. The mermaid still held the prince but he did not move. She touched his face gently and kissed his cold lips. His eyes did not open. "Wake up, please don't die," she whispered. Now she could see dry land ahead and, still clutching the prince, she swam into a pretty bay with calm clear water. Tenderly she laid the prince on the warm golden sand away from the waves. At that moment she saw some girls walking along the sands. Quickly she swam away. She covered herself with seaweed and hid behind some rocks and watched the prince anxiously. "Please wake up," she begged. Soon one girl noticed him and called for help. He opened his eyes and smiled at the girl who had found him. As the prince was carried away the mermaid sadly dived into the waves and swam back to the mer-king's palace. "What did you see?" her sisters asked. She told them nothing but all day long she dreamed quietly by herself. At night she often swam to Prince Bay as she called it, but she never saw the prince there. She became sadder each time she swam back home. The mermaid now had only one wish – to be a human. She started to ask her grandmother many questions: "Do humans live for ever? Do they die like us?" "They die," came the reply, "only human lives are shorter than ours. We live for three hundred years then we turn into foam upon the waves. Humans have souls that live for ever in the skies." "Why can't I be like that?" sighed the mermaid. "I'd like to exchange my three hundred years for one clay of human life. I'd rather live in the sky for ever than change into foam!" "That's no way to speak," said her grandmother. "Can't I ever get this human immortal soul?" the mermaid asked over and over again until in the end her grandmother said: "There is only one way. If a man loved you more than anyone or anything else then his soul could run into you and you would be immortal. But this won't happen because humans say that our tails are ugly. They only like something they call `legs'." She glided away and the little mermaid looked sad y at her lovely tail. She couldn't forget the prince. Somehow she must become human. "I'll ask the sea-witch to help," she exclaimed. Off she swam to the whirlpool where the evil witch lived. 'be waters bubbled and hissed but she dived bravely through. There was dirty grey sand everywhere and a hut made from the bones of shipwrecked sailors. Grey slugs crawled around and in the middle sat a fearsome creature. "So, mermaid," she cackled, "first, you want to lose your beautiful tail. Then you want the prince to love you and give you an immortal soul." She laughed so horribly that even the slugs scuttled away. "I'll mix something for you to drink when you've reached the shore. Your tail will shrink and divide into two funny things called legs. You will have a terrible pain like a knife cutting through you and this pain will never leave you. You will always be beautiful and you'll be the best dancer in the world but every step you take will be painful." "I'll bear anything for the prince," the mermaid said bravely. "There's something else," warned the witch, "once you've become a human you can never be a mermaid again. You can't return to your father's palace. If the prince doesn't love you, you cannot be immortal. You will The Little Mermaid turn into foam the day after he marries someone else." The mermaid trembled. "I'll do it," she whispered. "I haven't finished," the witch said. "In return for this drink I demand that you give me your voice, for it is the sweetest of all the mermaids. That shall be my payment." "But how will I speak and charm the prince?" "You're beautiful, you'll dance, you'll smile. Come, put out your tongue." The little mermaid shivered but her mind was made up. From then on she could neither speak nor sing. The witch scratched a few drops of blood from her scrawny arm, added snails and worms . and poured everything into a pot. Groans, strange shapes and a horrible smell rose from the pot, then, when the liquid inside was clear, the witch handed it to her. She took it carefully and swam through the whirlpool. She found the shore nearest to the prince's palace and as the sun was rising she drank the magic liquid. A pain worse than a thousand sharp cuts went through her and she fainted on the sand. She woke with a jump and the terrible pain came back. She groaned inside herself then she saw the prince of her dreams gazing down at her, greatly astonished. She looked away and at once she saw that her shimmering tail had gone. Her golden hair was now covering two long and graceful legs. "Who are you? Where did you come from?" asked the prince, but she could only smile in reply. He took her by the hand towards his palace – but exactly as the witch had said, every step was like touching red-hot metal. She could not cry out, yet she walked so gracefully that everyone gazed at her as she passed by. The prince ordered his servants to bring rich satin and silk dresses for her. Even though she could not speak, The Little Mermaid everyone thought her the loveliest girl in the palace. She heard many girls singing sweet songs to the prince who thanked them kindly. She felt sad because she used to sing far far better than any of these girls. Some other girls started to dance. The little mermaid shook out her long hair and moved across the floor. Her steps were perfect and her hands and arms moved gracefully to the music. The prince clapped and she danced on and on though terrible pains shot through her feet. The prince gave her a wonderful room filled with rich furniture and every day they went riding together. The prince loved the mermaid but he did not think of marrying her. "You are the sweetest girl I know," he often said. "You remind me of a maiden who saved my life when my ship was wrecked. I only saw her but once yet The Little Mermaid cannot forget her. She is the only one I can truly love." "He little knows that I carried him through the waves to the shore, that I saved his life," she sighed to herself. One day the king ordered the prince to visit the kingdom of an old friend who had one daughter. "I must obey my father," he told the little mermaid, "but nobody can make me marry this princess. You are more like my lost love so if I must get married, I'll marry you." He kissed her gently. They sailed away with many courtiers to the distant land and when they had landed they were led towards the royal palace. The princess came out to meet them. "It is my true love," exclaimed the prince. "You're the one who saved my life, let us be married at once!" He kissed her hand. "How happy I arn," he said to the mermaid. "I know you will share my joy for I know that you love me truly." The little mermaid's heart broke then. The very next clay church bells rang, trumpets sounded and fireworks went off as the prince and princess were married. That night everyone went on board the prince's ship and soon there was dancing and soft music. The little mermaid danced more beautifully than ever. She forgot her fearful pain for she knew this was the last night she would see the prince. At midnight, the music stopped and the prince led his bride away. All was silent yet the little mermaid stayed awake, waiting for the dawn. Suddenly she saw her sisters, but where was their long golden hair? "We gave our hair to the witch," they whispered, "to make her help you. This is what she says you must do. Take this dagger and before the sun rises plunge it deep into the prince's heart. Then your fishtail will return and The Little Mermaid you will turn into a mermaid again. Remember, it is your life or his. Hurry! Kill him quickly. Do not see the sun or it will be too late." With this they sank beneath the waves. The little mermaid crept inside the purple tent where the happy couple were sleeping peacefully. As she kissed the prince she held the dagger over his heart — then she hurled it far away into the sea. She looked once more at the prince then she dived into the sea where her body turned into white sparkling foam. She heard sweet music. She saw a thousand delicate shapes floating and singing around her. She felt that she was floating. "Where am I going? Who are you?" she asked. "We are daughters of the air," they sung. "Mermaids are given souls if a human loves them but we can only have one if we do good deeds for three hundred years. We'll help you to get your soul." She saw the prince searching for her. He gazed sadly over the sea as if he knew what had happened. Unseen, she kissed him and smiling sweetly, she rose into the golden clouds with the daughters of the air and she whispered joyfully: "In three hundred years, I shall join my prince again in Heaven."

Perhaps Last Chapter

Tonight is the night to say goodbye to you, guess we would never meet again, never will in touch anymore. Just like the picture shown, I am sad I am hurt I am angry I am mad I am more disappointed on you. I will take your advice anyway, I'll move on. Suddenly, thinking of Olivia Ong's song 'I'll Move On'...

'It's Complicated' is my only status

Why tonight you choose to come? I thot I could give up everything if u choose not to come, why you still come at last wor! I was tasted so bitter today, and you should have know it. My heart was like broken, kinda pain, you wouldn't know, cuz I didn't tell any. I decided to stop it, as I start second guessing, this is the worst part and the worst thing which it shouldn't be happened on me. Everyone can tell me that you are not a good man except myself. But today I am start wondering that you are a good man instead?! Can't see it, can't see any, nobody can tell me a truth, just begins my imagination, I don't mean it, I lose control. Thought if tonight the weather is like yesterday night, you said you won't be find me, I wish rain comes immediately, and I am planning that I won't be with you anymore after tonight, let the God decides for me. But why? Why tonight's weather damn good?! Why you still want to come find me even though you know I am kinda pissed off. No doubt the main purpose to come out tonight is to share with you with other thing, but I really have no mood to come out and talk about it too. But you said you are on the way and gave me options to select place for drink, and what happened to me? I have chose the lousy one! Why don't I choose a better place which I wish for so long. During conversation, you did ask me whether have any more question, and what happened to me again? I keep silent! Why I don't ask what I wish to know so far, all those question marks which appeared in my mind previously where its go? Why I don't take this opportunity to ask?! Why I still keep silent in front of you? When u left, a thousand of why keep asking myself, why am I so stupid. What's wrong with me? Why tonight not raining? Why tonight you come for me? If all these happened tonight, I would have choose to forget you starting from tomorrow. Is it meaning to say that you are my Mr Right and not to give up easily?! Or God is playing with me?!

Hope The Fear In Me Subsides

Dear DC, a song which I would like to dedicate to only you...


You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

当水瓶座女人遇上水瓶座男人时

已经有一个多月了，你从没中断过给我的信息与电邮，不停的给予我鼓励，意见，看法，祝福，帮助，让我觉得多了一个人关心我，保护着我，谢谢你成为我的聆听者，诉苦者！

见了几次面以后，发现原来我们还蛮相似的，有共同的兴趣。对选择朋友，我很严格，你却是非常地严格。对旅行，你竟然完全百分之百说出了与我一样的看法。对我身边曾经或即将发生的事情，你也开口说中了。对我所想过与顾虑的问题，你也一一地说出口来，不谋而合。


这次真的遇到对手了，一个认识不久，却又好像认识好久的人，无说不谈，很了解对方似的，就好像摸透了对方的内心世界，知道对方在想什么需要什么，一个非常好学又有见识的人，从今晚开始，我给你加分！^^


水瓶座男人让我想起一首歌：

我气馁了你的信到了，原先抑郁轻松不少，
每次我想说笑你早已笑了，默契相通不可干扰，
为我解寂寥一切纷扰，一经你劝勉算了，
未说的问题咀角一牵已知晓，
我跌痛了你也心碎了，其中辛酸彷佛抵消，
我要冲线了你心跳快了，步履彷佛都轻飘飘，
愉快的心照怎算轻佻，想起你我会暗笑，
受你的照料别人怎讲亦不紧要。。。

一点儿感动

连续两天，两个男人前后都在我最无助，最需要求救的时候给了我最大的帮忙，我真的有一点感动。。。

前者，他很含蓄，不太会表达，也目无太多表情，连续一个上午，找了他四轮，走了八次的路程，为的是我的一件重要的公事，他没发脾气，只是问我，可否有别的办法解决，我望着他，心想以为他不想帮我，但他急忙解释说看我这样走来走去不是办法，因为要穿着高跟鞋，连续走过二十多间店的距离找他，并不简单，心里有点开心。最后，还是完成这重要任务，很感谢他。

后者，他很智慧型，在我遇到公事上最不知到要怎么做的时候，就在晚上发了一个电邮给他，隔天一大早，他已经找出了方案与例子给我，其实那个方案与例子他根本没用得着，也根本没可能会有的，他说我很好运，就那么巧他收藏了起来，这真的对我很大帮助，我有点感动。

有时候也觉得上天好像在跟我开玩笑似的。。。