漫天星星的夜空

昨天晚上发了一场梦，梦见他陪伴在我身旁，抬头仰望夜晚的天空，弥漫着无数的星星，也看见了北斗星座，真的好漂亮！ 很多人说每一场梦都代表着某些意思的，刚刚谷歌了这场梦带来的意思，不知道会是真的吗？

周公解梦：
单身女人梦见洒满月光的夜空上星光闪烁，意味着你走到哪里都会得到别人真诚的关照。
梦见星星在夜空中闪闪发光,暗示幸福即将来临。你长期以来深感苦恼的事情将会迎刃而解。你的心情将会阴转晴，充满幸福和活力的日子在等待着你。你的友情和爱情将会有突破性的进展。

The Little Mermaid

Deep under the sea, colourful fishes glide among strange plants which wave gently to and fro in the crystal-clear water. In the deepest part which no human has ever visited, the mer-people live. The mer-king's palace has coral walls and a roof of oyster shells which open and close gently with the waves, each one hiding a gleaming pearl. Now the mer-king had six beautiful daughters but the youngest mermaid was the loveliest of all. Her eyes were deepest sea-blue, her skin like a rose petal and the scales on her mermaid tail shone like precious jewels. The mermaid loved hearing about the world above the sea which her grandmother described to her. "When you are fifteen," her grandmother said, "you may swim to the top of the ocean and see these wonderful things for yourself." How impatiently she waited for her fifteenth birthday. At last the day arrived. She combed her long golden hair, she polished the scales on her tail, then waving to her sisters she put her arms together and glided, up, up through the waves. When she lifted her head above the water, she saw a big sailing ship with a large anchor and chain holding it firmly in place. She noticed sailors lighting pretty lanterns along the deck: The mermaid swam swiftly to a porthole in the captain's cabin and when the waves lifted her up, she peeped inside. There were many fine gentlemen but the finest of all was a prince. He was laughing and shaking hands with everyone while soft music played. She had never seen anyone like him before. She could not keep her eyes away from him. Suddenly the sky darkened and the ship started to roll. The waves grew mountainous, thunder rolled around and the ship was tossed up and then plunged clown into the stormy seas. Then the ship's mast snapped and the ship rolled right over and started to sink. At first the mermaid felt happy for now the prince would sink to her father's palace. "But humans can't live under the sea," she remembered. "I must save his life somehow." And she swam through the wreckage until she spied the prince, just as he was slipping beneath the waves. His eyes were closed for he had no strength left. He was drowning. Quickly, the mermaid seized his head and held it above water. Then she rested on a huge wave and let it carry her and the prince safely away from the wrecked ship. When morning came the storm died away and the warm sun appeared. The mermaid still held the prince but he did not move. She touched his face gently and kissed his cold lips. His eyes did not open. "Wake up, please don't die," she whispered. Now she could see dry land ahead and, still clutching the prince, she swam into a pretty bay with calm clear water. Tenderly she laid the prince on the warm golden sand away from the waves. At that moment she saw some girls walking along the sands. Quickly she swam away. She covered herself with seaweed and hid behind some rocks and watched the prince anxiously. "Please wake up," she begged. Soon one girl noticed him and called for help. He opened his eyes and smiled at the girl who had found him. As the prince was carried away the mermaid sadly dived into the waves and swam back to the mer-king's palace. "What did you see?" her sisters asked. She told them nothing but all day long she dreamed quietly by herself. At night she often swam to Prince Bay as she called it, but she never saw the prince there. She became sadder each time she swam back home. The mermaid now had only one wish – to be a human. She started to ask her grandmother many questions: "Do humans live for ever? Do they die like us?" "They die," came the reply, "only human lives are shorter than ours. We live for three hundred years then we turn into foam upon the waves. Humans have souls that live for ever in the skies." "Why can't I be like that?" sighed the mermaid. "I'd like to exchange my three hundred years for one clay of human life. I'd rather live in the sky for ever than change into foam!" "That's no way to speak," said her grandmother. "Can't I ever get this human immortal soul?" the mermaid asked over and over again until in the end her grandmother said: "There is only one way. If a man loved you more than anyone or anything else then his soul could run into you and you would be immortal. But this won't happen because humans say that our tails are ugly. They only like something they call `legs'." She glided away and the little mermaid looked sad y at her lovely tail. She couldn't forget the prince. Somehow she must become human. "I'll ask the sea-witch to help," she exclaimed. Off she swam to the whirlpool where the evil witch lived. 'be waters bubbled and hissed but she dived bravely through. There was dirty grey sand everywhere and a hut made from the bones of shipwrecked sailors. Grey slugs crawled around and in the middle sat a fearsome creature. "So, mermaid," she cackled, "first, you want to lose your beautiful tail. Then you want the prince to love you and give you an immortal soul." She laughed so horribly that even the slugs scuttled away. "I'll mix something for you to drink when you've reached the shore. Your tail will shrink and divide into two funny things called legs. You will have a terrible pain like a knife cutting through you and this pain will never leave you. You will always be beautiful and you'll be the best dancer in the world but every step you take will be painful." "I'll bear anything for the prince," the mermaid said bravely. "There's something else," warned the witch, "once you've become a human you can never be a mermaid again. You can't return to your father's palace. If the prince doesn't love you, you cannot be immortal. You will The Little Mermaid turn into foam the day after he marries someone else." The mermaid trembled. "I'll do it," she whispered. "I haven't finished," the witch said. "In return for this drink I demand that you give me your voice, for it is the sweetest of all the mermaids. That shall be my payment." "But how will I speak and charm the prince?" "You're beautiful, you'll dance, you'll smile. Come, put out your tongue." The little mermaid shivered but her mind was made up. From then on she could neither speak nor sing. The witch scratched a few drops of blood from her scrawny arm, added snails and worms . and poured everything into a pot. Groans, strange shapes and a horrible smell rose from the pot, then, when the liquid inside was clear, the witch handed it to her. She took it carefully and swam through the whirlpool. She found the shore nearest to the prince's palace and as the sun was rising she drank the magic liquid. A pain worse than a thousand sharp cuts went through her and she fainted on the sand. She woke with a jump and the terrible pain came back. She groaned inside herself then she saw the prince of her dreams gazing down at her, greatly astonished. She looked away and at once she saw that her shimmering tail had gone. Her golden hair was now covering two long and graceful legs. "Who are you? Where did you come from?" asked the prince, but she could only smile in reply. He took her by the hand towards his palace – but exactly as the witch had said, every step was like touching red-hot metal. She could not cry out, yet she walked so gracefully that everyone gazed at her as she passed by. The prince ordered his servants to bring rich satin and silk dresses for her. Even though she could not speak, The Little Mermaid everyone thought her the loveliest girl in the palace. She heard many girls singing sweet songs to the prince who thanked them kindly. She felt sad because she used to sing far far better than any of these girls. Some other girls started to dance. The little mermaid shook out her long hair and moved across the floor. Her steps were perfect and her hands and arms moved gracefully to the music. The prince clapped and she danced on and on though terrible pains shot through her feet. The prince gave her a wonderful room filled with rich furniture and every day they went riding together. The prince loved the mermaid but he did not think of marrying her. "You are the sweetest girl I know," he often said. "You remind me of a maiden who saved my life when my ship was wrecked. I only saw her but once yet The Little Mermaid cannot forget her. She is the only one I can truly love." "He little knows that I carried him through the waves to the shore, that I saved his life," she sighed to herself. One day the king ordered the prince to visit the kingdom of an old friend who had one daughter. "I must obey my father," he told the little mermaid, "but nobody can make me marry this princess. You are more like my lost love so if I must get married, I'll marry you." He kissed her gently. They sailed away with many courtiers to the distant land and when they had landed they were led towards the royal palace. The princess came out to meet them. "It is my true love," exclaimed the prince. "You're the one who saved my life, let us be married at once!" He kissed her hand. "How happy I arn," he said to the mermaid. "I know you will share my joy for I know that you love me truly." The little mermaid's heart broke then. The very next clay church bells rang, trumpets sounded and fireworks went off as the prince and princess were married. That night everyone went on board the prince's ship and soon there was dancing and soft music. The little mermaid danced more beautifully than ever. She forgot her fearful pain for she knew this was the last night she would see the prince. At midnight, the music stopped and the prince led his bride away. All was silent yet the little mermaid stayed awake, waiting for the dawn. Suddenly she saw her sisters, but where was their long golden hair? "We gave our hair to the witch," they whispered, "to make her help you. This is what she says you must do. Take this dagger and before the sun rises plunge it deep into the prince's heart. Then your fishtail will return and The Little Mermaid you will turn into a mermaid again. Remember, it is your life or his. Hurry! Kill him quickly. Do not see the sun or it will be too late." With this they sank beneath the waves. The little mermaid crept inside the purple tent where the happy couple were sleeping peacefully. As she kissed the prince she held the dagger over his heart — then she hurled it far away into the sea. She looked once more at the prince then she dived into the sea where her body turned into white sparkling foam. She heard sweet music. She saw a thousand delicate shapes floating and singing around her. She felt that she was floating. "Where am I going? Who are you?" she asked. "We are daughters of the air," they sung. "Mermaids are given souls if a human loves them but we can only have one if we do good deeds for three hundred years. We'll help you to get your soul." She saw the prince searching for her. He gazed sadly over the sea as if he knew what had happened. Unseen, she kissed him and smiling sweetly, she rose into the golden clouds with the daughters of the air and she whispered joyfully: "In three hundred years, I shall join my prince again in Heaven."

Perhaps Last Chapter

Tonight is the night to say goodbye to you, guess we would never meet again, never will in touch anymore. Just like the picture shown, I am sad I am hurt I am angry I am mad I am more disappointed on you. I will take your advice anyway, I'll move on. Suddenly, thinking of Olivia Ong's song 'I'll Move On'...

'It's Complicated' is my only status

Why tonight you choose to come? I thot I could give up everything if u choose not to come, why you still come at last wor! I was tasted so bitter today, and you should have know it. My heart was like broken, kinda pain, you wouldn't know, cuz I didn't tell any. I decided to stop it, as I start second guessing, this is the worst part and the worst thing which it shouldn't be happened on me. Everyone can tell me that you are not a good man except myself. But today I am start wondering that you are a good man instead?! Can't see it, can't see any, nobody can tell me a truth, just begins my imagination, I don't mean it, I lose control. Thought if tonight the weather is like yesterday night, you said you won't be find me, I wish rain comes immediately, and I am planning that I won't be with you anymore after tonight, let the God decides for me. But why? Why tonight's weather damn good?! Why you still want to come find me even though you know I am kinda pissed off. No doubt the main purpose to come out tonight is to share with you with other thing, but I really have no mood to come out and talk about it too. But you said you are on the way and gave me options to select place for drink, and what happened to me? I have chose the lousy one! Why don't I choose a better place which I wish for so long. During conversation, you did ask me whether have any more question, and what happened to me again? I keep silent! Why I don't ask what I wish to know so far, all those question marks which appeared in my mind previously where its go? Why I don't take this opportunity to ask?! Why I still keep silent in front of you? When u left, a thousand of why keep asking myself, why am I so stupid. What's wrong with me? Why tonight not raining? Why tonight you come for me? If all these happened tonight, I would have choose to forget you starting from tomorrow. Is it meaning to say that you are my Mr Right and not to give up easily?! Or God is playing with me?!

Hope The Fear In Me Subsides

Dear DC, a song which I would like to dedicate to only you...


You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

当水瓶座女人遇上水瓶座男人时

已经有一个多月了，你从没中断过给我的信息与电邮，不停的给予我鼓励，意见，看法，祝福，帮助，让我觉得多了一个人关心我，保护着我，谢谢你成为我的聆听者，诉苦者！

见了几次面以后，发现原来我们还蛮相似的，有共同的兴趣。对选择朋友，我很严格，你却是非常地严格。对旅行，你竟然完全百分之百说出了与我一样的看法。对我身边曾经或即将发生的事情，你也开口说中了。对我所想过与顾虑的问题，你也一一地说出口来，不谋而合。


这次真的遇到对手了，一个认识不久，却又好像认识好久的人，无说不谈，很了解对方似的，就好像摸透了对方的内心世界，知道对方在想什么需要什么，一个非常好学又有见识的人，从今晚开始，我给你加分！^^


水瓶座男人让我想起一首歌：

我气馁了你的信到了，原先抑郁轻松不少，
每次我想说笑你早已笑了，默契相通不可干扰，
为我解寂寥一切纷扰，一经你劝勉算了，
未说的问题咀角一牵已知晓，
我跌痛了你也心碎了，其中辛酸彷佛抵消，
我要冲线了你心跳快了，步履彷佛都轻飘飘，
愉快的心照怎算轻佻，想起你我会暗笑，
受你的照料别人怎讲亦不紧要。。。

一点儿感动

连续两天，两个男人前后都在我最无助，最需要求救的时候给了我最大的帮忙，我真的有一点感动。。。

前者，他很含蓄，不太会表达，也目无太多表情，连续一个上午，找了他四轮，走了八次的路程，为的是我的一件重要的公事，他没发脾气，只是问我，可否有别的办法解决，我望着他，心想以为他不想帮我，但他急忙解释说看我这样走来走去不是办法，因为要穿着高跟鞋，连续走过二十多间店的距离找他，并不简单，心里有点开心。最后，还是完成这重要任务，很感谢他。

后者，他很智慧型，在我遇到公事上最不知到要怎么做的时候，就在晚上发了一个电邮给他，隔天一大早，他已经找出了方案与例子给我，其实那个方案与例子他根本没用得着，也根本没可能会有的，他说我很好运，就那么巧他收藏了起来，这真的对我很大帮助，我有点感动。

有时候也觉得上天好像在跟我开玩笑似的。。。

灿烂的笑容于你

送你这张照片，希望你会被我那灿烂的笑容而感到有少许的感动。尽管你不太爱吃汤圆，我也不太爱吃，但，我希望你会试试吃一些，毕竟是妈妈煮的，她知道你吃的话，一定会很开心的，信我吧！

祝：元宵节快乐！

最复杂的心情

本来今晚我很开心，但又发生一些事情，让我看见，我很生气。

开心+生气=伤心

我就快要哭出来了，到底想怎样？我好辛苦。

事实是我所看到的吗？我不想这么去想的，但我控制不到，我接受不到，请你告诉我好吗？你要我怎样？T.T

第一次。。。半夜场

我真的好开心，你会答应与我们一起去看半夜场，当天我很兴奋很期待，也很害怕你会失约，哈哈！当然，到最后你还是出现了，不知为什么见到你就很开心 :)

在你面前，我总是很安静的，你也很少主动跟我说话，我觉得很不好意思。但我很沉醉于你们的幽默谈话。终于可以跟你拍照留念了，但是很可惜的是有很多张都拍得不美，唯一一张还好的，但又手震，拍起来蒙蒙的，真可惜！

凌晨十二点半了，在戏院里，我都看得就要睡着了，但都撑着，不想错过的不是那场戏，而是坐在你隔壁看那场戏的感觉。你跟我都一样的累，由早上上班直到半夜场，这段时间，大家都没有回过家，也没有休息过，真是非常地累。你说你从来没有看过半夜场，尤其那么夜，我觉得好庆幸。

凌晨三点钟了，你陪我上去我家，在残旧的电梯里，你对我说了一句：“一个女孩就不要那么夜回了” 我听了顿时感到很温暖，回答一句“哦”，心里其实非常高兴，到底你是真的关心，还是随便说两句呢？无论如何，我会把它当作是前者，谢谢你送我上去哦！

一回到家里，我卧床就睡着了。隔天的我，睡醒了还是一样的累，下午小睡，晚上也一样累，我真的老了。原来你隔天工作时间是从早上九时至晚上十时，一整天叻，一定比谁都累。谢谢你牺牲隔天的宝贵精神来陪我看戏，那天晚上，我过得好开心！

原来一场误会

今晚因为他的安排，我们见面了。。。我们一起玩扑克牌，你的不会玩，却造成了很多很多的笑料，今晚很开心，很开心，笑个不停。。。又是时候回家了，他特意安排你载我回家，本来就是一件很开心的事，但在车里，我们谈起天来，你说你根本不知道〈李香兰〉的歌是哪一首，我告诉你说，上次你post的link就是了啊，你竟然说你没有post，说多两下，你自己也不肯定了，原来是你随意post上去的link，原来有意的是我，是我把每一件事情都看得太重，看得太有心机，我把每个人走的每一步都当作是有目的，或许每个人都会是我想像的那样，可是你确实是那个例外的一位。我突然间很伤心，由很开心变成很伤心，情绪有很大的起伏。。。水瓶座女孩开始难受了，也开始无法忍受了，原来是一场自己制造出来的误会，是时候慢慢要止步了，学习不要那么敏感，到最后自己承受一切无谓的伤害。。。能肯定的是，你会是一个很好，和你在一起的时候会很开心的朋友。。。

〈李香兰〉

这首歌我真的很喜欢。。。知道你比我早一天去听演唱会，在我找你们吃午饭时，我问了你很多关于演唱会的东西，你的表情和神态都给我一个非常满意的回答。在我问你他有没有唱我最喜欢的歌时，你的反应很快，问回我什么歌，你是没有注意我的面子书，还是你假装不知道？我说〈她来听我的演唱会〉和〈李香兰〉啊，你很快地说〈李香兰〉有。。。

午餐完后，你回去上半天的班，临别时，你还是一样转过头与我道别，而我没上班，去了附近买些东西。回到家已是两点多了，要准备一下，等下就轮到我去听演唱会了，心情很兴奋。开了电脑消闲消闲，面子书里，看见你post了些照片，都是小孩子的照片，猜想就是那天你提起你拿假带他们去云顶游玩的照片吧，很想comment你的照片，那女孩很漂亮很可爱，但不敢，很想like你的照片，但看到很多人like你的album&photo，我不敢。

你还post了两个link from Youtube,大马站第一天的〈张学友1/2世纪演唱会〉part，也是你去的那天，我打开来听，其中一个竟然是〈李香兰〉的那part，突然间我非常地开心，因为我才跟你说起这首歌，你回去上班后就马上post了。这是无意还是有意呢？

Pray to The God

Sobbing while praying to The God, Please please please, stop the wind, it's makes things damaging, it may hurts human being... Alone at home, hide at the corner, feel scaring, seeing things falling down, seeing things drifting thru the strong winds, can't do anything...

Please please please, God please stop the wind...

我就是这样子的水瓶座女孩啊！

Finally I have found an article which is perfectly or 100% fully accurately describe about my character, grateful!!!

水瓶座，神秘而玄之又玄的星座，思想天马行空、行为出人意表、作风怪异奇特。瓶子，本来就不是安排理出牌的人，他们随性、自在、博爱，天生与艺术创造力紧密联系，很多瓶子在群体中顶着光环，但却也独自品茗着无尽的寂寞……

瓶子是透明的，他们率真不做作，可是当你以为看透瓶子时，其实透明到极点的一只瓶子，往往却也是极为不透明的，你永远都不会真正的了解瓶子，因为只有面对自己，瓶子才是最真的瓶子。

【关于亲情】

星座学总说瓶子是爱朋友多过爱家人的星座。

其实瓶子对家人的爱很隐秘，你看不见，不代表不存在。一份爱，不一定要言语表达肢体动作，瓶子在乎的是一份共识，心中的共识。所以对于家人，瓶子说得不多，问得不多，但在瓶子心中却也是重要的。也许平常瓶子关心不多，甚至不闻不问，但是到了紧要关头，瓶子一定会挺身而出维护自己的家人。

血缘至亲是斩不断的感情，所以瓶子很放心，也不会很费心思的去维系。

【关于友情】

瓶子交朋友是真诚的，所以也请你以真诚的心来对待瓶子。如果你不真诚，瓶子会慢慢的疏远你，因为瓶子眼里不能接受虚假做作的人，也憎恨虚假做作的人。

瓶子总是很用心的经营友情，所以有些时候瓶子会被朋友伤得很重，因为瓶子重视，瓶子很认真地看待这段友谊。然而并不是每个人都会像瓶子一样的这么重视、这么认真。瓶子很受伤，但很快的就会原谅你，除非你已经让瓶子心灰意冷。只要瓶子把你从朋友名单里除名了，你可能就再也不会被纳入名单里了。

瓶子交朋友时，很注重思想的频率。能和瓶子成为好朋友的人，必须和瓶子有着一样的思想频率，越是能沟通、越是有默契，你在瓶子心中的地位就越是重要、越被瓶子所珍惜。

瓶子对朋友很好，推心置腹的好，他可以为你两肋插刀，为了你的事替你操心，即使要他牺牲时间精力也无所谓。紧要关头时，瓶子永远是你靠得住的朋友，瓶子会尽心尽力的帮助你。即使你和瓶子的交情一般，瓶子对你还是会很不错的。可是，要成为瓶子的朋友，并不是一件容易的事。

瓶子真正的朋友不多，因为能让瓶子真正接受的人不多，而要能真正接受瓶子的人也不多。

【关于爱情】

瓶子不容易爱上一个人，但如果你被瓶子爱上，那么你就是幸运的，瓶子对爱人很死心塌地，当然了，前提是你必须是瓶子认定的那个。感情稳定后，瓶子有时可能会对你不闻不问，但是不要怀疑瓶子，因为你是他认定的那个人，也请你相信瓶子，因为瓶子很需要自我的空间。瓶子很独立，在感情里不会是粘人、依赖人的，所以即使你们离很远，你也不用担心瓶子，因为他会照顾好自己。

暧昧，是瓶子无法忍受的，瓶子不喜欢搞暧昧，也讨厌搞暧昧的人。暧昧让瓶子觉得不安定，让瓶子觉得难受。然而，骄傲的瓶子却不会先打破暧昧的罐子，所以双方僵持，瓶子憋得再难受，即使对那个人有意思，也不会先开口。

暗恋，对于暗恋对象，瓶子会想法设法通过各个管道搜集资料，任何你无法想象的方法，只因为瓶子想要更了解这个人。暗恋中的瓶子，是藏不住秘密的，面对暗恋对象时瓶子会收敛，但在朋友面前，爱慕之情却表露无疑。一般上暗恋迹象有下列几项：

1.会很关心那个人。可能在一般人眼里只是平常的关心，但要知道瓶子是很少主动关心别人的，能让瓶子主动关心的人，自然在瓶子心中不一般。

2.日志、部落格。在瓶子的日志里，总会留下蛛丝马迹，要知道瓶子的暗恋对象，多读读他的日志，肯定有迹可循，因为瓶子藏不住。

3.眼神、注意力。在暗恋对象共处的场合，瓶子的眼神和注意力几乎离不开他，因为在瓶子眼里他就是一切，瓶子甚至无视其他人的存在。

4.瓶子的朋友。或多或少，瓶子一定会跟身边的朋友提起，而且会说很多，几乎把所有情绪细节都倒完给朋友知道。

瓶子在感情上是非常被动的。所以如果你爱上瓶子，请你主动，再等可能就是回不去的错过。

【关于冷漠】

有人说过瓶子很冷漠。

瓶子的冷漠，源自瓶子把一切看得太透。很多瓶子都有很敏锐的洞察力和感应力，这个能力无论是对人对事，都是很管用的。比方说，对于没有真正接触相处的人，只要从几次见面和观察他的举动，瓶子就能知道他的个性和处世为人，就像是和他共事已久一样，这一点亲身印证过，而且不止一次。

瓶子的洞察力和感应力让瓶子洞悉许多事，但同时却也是很大的负担。因为看的太透了，所以心冷了，因为心冷了，所以冷漠了。有些时候知道得太多未必是好事。本来就不太平易近人的瓶子，加上着几分冷漠，和其他人的距离又无端端的多了几尺。

当然了，不是所有的瓶子都冷漠，而每只瓶子的冷漠程度也不一样。在很多时候，冷漠只是瓶子的保护色，因为不愿被现实所伤，所以瓶子选择用冷漠来隔绝。

瓶子的冷漠，在某一种程度上可解释称自卫的武装，可是只要你找到那把钥匙，你会发现其实瓶子是很暖的，关键只在于你能不能走近瓶子而已。

瓶子看起来是冷的，但实际上内心比谁都温暖。

【关于伤害】

其实瓶子虽然外表看起来坚强，但瓶子坚强的外表下，隐藏的是个脆弱的灵魂，既极不易受伤害，但也极易受伤害。你能够伤害到瓶子多少，那要看你在瓶子心里的分量有多少。

如果你只是瓶子的普通的朋友，瓶子可能会皱皱眉想：“呀，你怎么能这样？”但不会真的放在心上，因为瓶子是宽容的，可能事后瓶子会告诉你你这么做伤害到他/她。如果你在瓶子的眼里微不足道，那么你想要伤害瓶子那几乎是不可能的。瓶子会觉得你的行为极其可笑和无聊，甚至会鄙视你，“你贱不贱啊？居然做出这种事？”

然而在瓶子受伤害时，身边的人不需要多问，也不需要安慰，让瓶子静静地呆着就行了。这个时候，瓶子需要的不是安慰，而是空间，一个让他冷静的空间、思考的空间，流泪的空间、疗伤的空间。如果你真的为瓶子好，那么就让瓶子去沉淀吧！这样对瓶子而言，才是最好的。

只有瓶子心里在乎和爱的人，才能够真正伤害到瓶子。受伤的瓶子，需要的是空间，不是安慰。

特别的。。。你

今天是第二次我们三人一起用餐 :)

不知为何，今天真的很多顾客，我迟到了半个小时，独自一人走进餐厅，看见你们坐在那儿都吃饱了。。。

你说把今天的这餐厅当成你俩的午餐base place，我傻眼，每天来这儿吃饭一定吃穷我了吧！我在想，你的薪水还真高。。。

等候我的食物上桌花了半个小时，你们俩的lunch time 已经time's up 了 :(

他不能陪我，却游说你陪我，哈哈，真搞笑的气氛，你没留下倍我，我非常谅解，但是换了是别人，我一定认定他真的有欠风度。你临走前，也像上次一样，很有礼貌地跟我道别，我在猜想，也许你是怕羞吧?！:)

放工了，约了朋友喝东西，她谈起了你，我告诉她，你好特别。。。她给了我一个莫名其妙的表情 :)

他说。。。你

今天是第二次跟你对话。。。

想起第一次，哈哈哈，看着你走进来，然后对着rate board，我走向你，对你说了第一句话：Yes Sir, how can I help you?你的反应有点紧张，然后他就出来了，原来你是他的朋友 :)

接着，有一天，我们一班女子吃饭，原本他说介绍给我认识，约了同一间餐厅，最后却分开桌子了，他说你怕羞 :)

今天，他如一般地约了你，他也约了我，机缘巧合之下，就只有我们仨在同一间餐厅里享用午餐 :)

我真忘了他约了你，当我一个人走进那餐厅，他跟你早就坐在六个人数的桌子，他坐在你的对面，而我也很顺其自然地坐在他的隔壁 :)

当我坐下时，听见了他对你说了一句：‘定D来！’我当时真想望下你的表情，但却要假装听不见 :)

原来世上还有那么怕羞的人吗？比我还要怕羞？原来真的还有喔 :)

你真的好特别，不知明天会不会有机会再一起吃饭 ;)

逐渐模糊的记忆

在我的脑海里，你已经开始逐渐模糊，即将要消失了，开始慢慢记不起你的面孔，越是用力，越是记不起。那一幕，那一个情景，我都历历在目，深刻印象，可是你在我脑海里，已开始逐日粉碎，慢慢的从我的记忆中消失。真的很不舍得你将从我记忆中离去，很想把你留下来，可真的没办法，我们就只有一面之缘，更没有缘分再续情缘。就当作一场美丽的邂逅吧！永别了，于晏！

2011 中秋节

I am really missing those days when I was small, playing lanterns & candles with brothers and neighborhood.... Still remember I've joined a Mid-Autumn camping in primary school when I was 10yrs old... singing 月亮圆，月亮圆，月亮照在我的家 with gestures on the stage, 营火会，灯笼比赛，猜灯谜，sleeping on the joined tables in a classroom... lot of memories, valuable memories which can't get nowadays... Those days I was so happy and enjoy of Mid-Autumn Festival coming, but nowadays all kids are like don't play lantern anymore. Even the lantern now all comes with batteries and not candles anymore, everything like going to E, E for Electronic... Probably more five years time there is no more so called lantern and candles, all can be played in a game world... Sad, sad, sad..... How I wish I could go back to 20yrs ago...

我的美丽插曲

前阵子，同事要求我学唱一首歌‘假如让你吻下去’，说下次唱K要我唱给她听，哈哈。。。刚开始听都没什么感觉，听多几次就越来越好听，也很上口，慢慢欣赏歌词，觉得挺有意思。。。可是，万万没想到直有一天，这首歌将会影射着我。。。这是一首美丽的插曲，梦幻的情景，回到现实，还是会醒来的，确实昨晚对我来说只能当作是一场美梦 ^.^

歌词：

或是怕再告吹才不敢因你心醉

也许生活惯了孤单忘掉其实这叫空虚

夜幕渗满雨水仍然想把你婉转相拒

却似推不掉暖暖的嘴你抱紧孤独身躯

如让你吻下去吻下去

人生可否变做漫长浪漫程序

或情是一曲短得太短插曲

事完后更空虚

其实盼醉下去醉下去

人生清醒眼泪令人倦令人累

但如若真的交出整个心

会否只换到唏嘘

或是这晚太早不应跟你拥抱

却也许不是太早其实时日我已虚度

但愿你对我好和真心不要草草

也许今夜我只好半醉中甘愿赌一铺

那個女人(祕密花園OST)[繁中字幕]

一首很动听的歌曲 〈 那个女人〉

Lyrics （ Pronunciation）

han yeojia ka ku dei ru sarang hamnida

ku yeojia neo yio simhi sarang hamnida

mae yin ku run jia chu rom

ku dei ru dei ruo ta nim yeo

ku yeojia neun u sumyeo ulgo isayo

ol ma na ol ma na tou na ru

yi ruo ke pa ra ma pu mio hong jia

yi pa rang ga te sarang

yi kou ji ga te sarang

kei su kei yo nea ge ma ru sarang hou ge ni ho~~

chu gu man ka ga yi wa chu gu man

hon bal ta ga ga mio tu bal tu man ga nul

nol sarang ha nu nan chi kun do yeo pe yi so

ku yeojia umnida

ku yeojia eun so geo gi so sim hamnida

ku re so eun ne pio beu beo wo damnida

chi neng chin gu ye gei do mo ta neng nei gi ga ma neng

ku yeojia ye ma nu meng nu me tu so ni

ku re so ku yeojia ne ku de

neol sarang ye de yeo dou ga ta so

du ha na ga ten pabo du ha na ga ten pa bo

han beng nalu ana chu go gamneon andeyeo ho~~

nan sarang pa go si po ku de yeo

me yi so gu ro man ka sun so gu ro man

so ri ru chi ku meo ku yeojia neun onutou

ku yeo be yi de yeo ho~~

ku yeojia ga nara nen geonanayeo

alm yeo seo do yi ru neun go nani jio

mo rel go ya ku den pabo nikka

ol ma na ol ma na tou na ru

yi ruo ke pa ra ma pu mio hong jia

yi pabo ga te sarang yi ko ji ga te sarang

kei su kei yo nea ge ma ru sarang hou ge ni ho~~

chu gu man ka ga yi wa chu gu man

hon bal ta ga ga mio tu bal tu man ga nul

nol sarang ha nu nan chi kun do yeo pe yi so

ku yeojia umnida