她來聽我的演唱會

今晚送上自己一首歌，歌词里的女主角很像我。。。它虽是说一个女人从失恋十七岁到结婚四十岁，一路走过的路，很多很多的回忆，很有意思。。。我很喜欢这首歌！

她来听我的演唱会  在十七岁的初恋第一次约会  男孩为了她彻夜排队  半年的积蓄买了门票一对  我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎  三年的感情一封信就要收回  她记得月台汽笛声声在催  播我的歌陪着人们流泪  嘿陪人们流泪  她来听我的演唱会  在二十五岁恋爱是风光明媚  男朋友背着她送人玫瑰  她不听电话夜夜听歌不睡  我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎  成年人分手后都像无所谓  和朋友一起买醉卡拉ok  唱我的歌陪着画面流泪  嘿陪着流眼泪  我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎  在三十三岁真爱那么珍贵  年轻的女孩求她让一让位  让男人决定跟谁远走高飞  嘿谁在远走高飞  我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎  她努力不让自己看来很累  岁月在听我们唱无怨无悔  在掌声里唱到自己流泪  嘿唱到自己流泪  她来听我的演唱会  在四十岁后听歌的女人很美  小孩在问她为什么流泪  身边的男人早已渐渐入睡  她静静听着我们的演唱会  

Before i go to sleep...

What are you doing there? Will you ever feel hurt when we broke up? Or you are now enjoying with other people outside there? Do u think i can't stand up anymore? Do you think i am going to let me down anymore? Do you think i am crying for you every night? TOns of Questions in my mind... You click 'like' my status? You do really like it? Why you still want to appeared in my vision? Pls, leave me alone, I've done what your wish, are you happy now? Will you now not feeling guilty? Is that all these you want? I've promised myself, I will love myself more, I have love from my friends and family too, lotssss.............. You pls Don't Worry, from now on, you are no longer have the responsibility to worry about me...

A LONG RELATIONSHIP HAS COME TO AN END

I can't believe that it's true. I can't believe that it is happen on me. I can't believe... I can't.... I thought i gave u all i have and i should get back what i want, but no, not as simple as i think... I am just a very simply person, happy go lucky, no longer for me from now on....

It's been broke up for a week time, i thought i can stop thinking about you, but it's hard, it's really really hard... my heart kinda pain... pain until can't take a breath...

I've stop crying for quite a number of days, i am glad that i can do it... I thought i am tough enough, but when the weekend comes, when the holiday comes, my tough disappeared... How long do i still need to go thru this stage? How long do i still need to erase all my memories with you?

A Sudden Decision : Overnight in Genting

Last Saturday (23/10/10) , Ryan was on leave, he offered me an 1 1/2days short trip come with 2 choices, 1 is to go Genting, another is to go Melacca. Both places i was also excited since i was quite a long time never been to these places. Genting, a good place for us to runaway from summer heat. Melacca, another good place that only can think of eat, hehehheh....At last, i chose for Genting, maybe is because of the distance...I guess so...When we reached Genting, it was already 2.00pm. The first thing we need to do is of course to get a room in First World Hotel ( the cheapest hotel in Genting). We waited for our queuing number for more than 1/2 hours. As u know, every Saturday and Sunday is consider Peak season for Genting and everyday there are full of visitors. We paid for our Deluxe Room for RM207, peak season price should be RM245 per night, i offset my 1 point of Genting Point (GP) and get this 'discount rate'. Anyway, i still think that the price is expensive and not worth to stay... After we have checked in our room, we went to a Restaurant at 1st floor of First World Hotel named 2in1 Hot bowl or something like that i can't really remember,RM28++ per pax. Food was not nice, the most satisfied us was the fried rice, ahahhaha, can't imagine right?! At night, we caught a movie over there 'Perfect Wedding', this was the first time we had movie in Genting, a lil bit weird, cuz before start the movie, there was neither movie trailer nor advertisement play but listen to light and easy music, weirdo! The nex day morning, before we leave, we went to 好友记to have our DIM SUM breakfast. This restaurant is highly recommended, we have tried the food for several times and we think this is the most tasty and affordable restaurant in Genting. Around 11am, we started to go down, back to home...

梦幻世界 Dreams of World

一个小女生与一个小男生是邻居，他们的家都在两隔壁，两家之间却隔了一条小巷，而这条小巷是通往一片森林。有一天，这两位小邻居约了一同往这小巷走近森林探险。

一路上，周围一片鸟语花香，树枝不规则地延伸四处，地上一片干枯的树叶，走了不知多久，他们走到了尽头。

原来这尽头是一个很古怪的海边，它并没有沙滩，只有海水，而这里的海水是黑色的。海浪冲上来的一角处，他们发现了好多颅骨，好可怕！四周围不食人烟，为何这里会有那么多的颅骨？为何这里的海水是黑色？为何有海水的地方会没有沙滩？到底这里是哪里？

两小子开始毛骨悚然，决定转身拔腿就跑。他们跑着跑着，经过刚才的一片森林，好不容易才跑回到那条小巷.

直至到那小男生的家，她

很惊讶地看见家里所有的家具，餐具都铺满了厚厚的灰尘，一个人也没有。。。

至于那小女孩，她从家外的小窗户望了进去，

看见了一个很熟悉的小女孩，她已开始学走路了。原来她临出门

前，这小女孩只是几个月大。她看见了妈妈与婆婆，他们的发型都不同了，也长出了许多白发。

她开始哭了，哭得没办法说一句话。婆婆告诉她，自从她出门以后，就也没回来过

了，如今已是过了六个月，也就是说六个月后，她才回

到家。。。

一个不是很有逻辑性的故事，因为它并不是故事，是我昨晚发的梦，很奇妙，悬

疑，害怕，伤心，后悔，百感交集。。。我流了好多眼泪，直至真的眼泪把我在假的梦幻世界里给叫醒，原来只是一场梦，也庆幸只是一场梦。

神木與瞳-寬恕

今天想与大家分享这首歌，不知为何，越听越是好听。。。

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Back to My Blog....

Almost a year, i totally forget about my blog... It's time to learn again to be a newbies blogger, going to spent more time to post what i have done, where i have gone, from the past to the future... slowly and slowly... stay tune...