没那么简单, 就能找到聊得来的伴, 尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛, 总是不安, 只好强悍,谁谋杀了我的浪漫?

没那么简单, 就能去爱别的全不看, 变得实际也许好也许坏各一半, 不爱孤单一久也习惯, 不用担心谁也不用被谁管.

感觉快乐就忙东忙西, 感觉累了就放空自己, 别人说的话随便听一听, 自己作决定, 不想拥有太多情绪, 一杯红酒配电影, 在周末晚上关上了手机, 舒服窝在沙发里.

相爱没有那么容易, 每个人有他的脾气, 过了爱作梦的年纪, 轰轰烈烈不如平静.

幸福没有那么容易, 才会特别让人着迷, 什么都不懂的年纪, 曾经最掏心, 所以最开心曾经.

想念最伤心, 但却最动心的记忆.

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Tonight can't fall asleep, it's already 1 am but then I still feel like very JIngSan, what's wrong with me?

Tonight is Saturday night, so many Saturdays that I have no chance to stay at home, so long that I have no free time to touch my blog, I guess my blog is dusty...

Tonight chat with quite a number of people, which I first time to chat with, HK girl, primary school classmate, chat chat and chat...

Tonight full of thinking, thinking of nothing, no object no subject, but just thinking...

Suddenly this song played, listen to the lyrics, quite like describing what and who I am right now...

It is not easy, many of cases that I've seen, always the same, almost all the guys are the same, they are betrayers, they like to be, they like excitement, they like fresh...

I used to worry about my loneliness, but I confronted it, and now I used to it, I like to be alone, I guess so?! Or may I know am I enjoy to be alone?!

I think I'm getting older, in terms of age and mindset, gosh, not too mature not mature, always telling myself, be young and stay young, or else I'm gonna find an old guy to marry...

Almost 2am... still not sleepy... but it's time to sleep my dear Carmen Lee, please take good care of myself okay?!!