我怀念的。。。

最近一直重复着这一首歌，奈何这首歌的歌词会那么的像我呢？是不是早年前为我而作的呢？还是这样的遭遇实在是太多人遇过了，而我只是其中一个。。。

还记得那女孩传简讯给你，与你的亲密合照，当我问你，你只带过没有说一句解释。我恨自己不相信你，觉得是我的问题。你跟我说，你不再快乐，我并不知道，我只对你苦笑，让你觉得我都懂了。。。

我好怀念，我曾经对你的无话不说，我曾经告诉过你我的梦想，我想去的地方，我们的将来，等等等等，现在呢？就算冷战以后，隔天早上，我们还是会当没事发生，还在一起。我还记得我们的一切一切，当初是谁开始先忘记呢？

那天，你还紧紧地抱着我，我紧张地说不出一句话。你真的爱得太自由了，你走的太远了，把我一个人留在后面，承诺过我的一切，都忘了，忘了给过我的承诺，忘了我给你的温柔。

所以，我选择放手，选择让座，在你面前假洒脱，没有哭，其实是多么的不舍得。。。

因为这首歌而让我感触很多，从前都不知道，不晓得也没留意它的意思，现在，都懂了。。。

Winter Solstice is coming...

DD221210 WEDNESDAY RE-POST

Early in the morning. mama cook tong yuen already, preparing for praying ancestors today... Mama ask me to bring some tong yuen to office, i request for few, cuz i am not really love it, i mean so so lar, i can eat a bit during festival seasons geh...

This is the tong yuen, inside got peanut sugar, extremely tasty, yum~~~

i eat at office, consider for my breakfast on that day, see... so big tong yuen, Hang Fuk dou!

At night time, we have a reunion dinner with 2 cousins, this event actually is created by Grace, good job Grace!

whole table full with mom's cooking dishes, we have curry chicken (most tasty in the world), sweet n spicy prawn, mixed vege, roasted duck(bought), bak zam chicken and ham choi soup.

you two sisters are looking great, always have happy face, smiling like sunshine, knowledgeable, independently, tough, positive thinking... i am going to learn from you two, cuz we are from LEE's family... Happy Winter Solstice to LEE's Family members even at overseas !!!

Life Gallery

Part of my new office wear, hehhehe... upload a bit first... let see how 'wu liao' i am, shoot photo using Sony Ericsson C905 8.0 M.P., but still feel like not satisfied, of cuz lar, i am using DSLR, no more HP camera, haiz, what to do, mou lei yao ask colleague help me shooting geh, a bit stupid action, so i shoot myself using hp camera quietly lor...

The last photo is Fay help me to take geh, Fay sure will help me and won't think i am 'wu liao' right? hehehhe..... best friends should be like this way(include ZAc)~~~ That day after work i drove to One Utama, had a dinner with them and also catch a movie : TRON-LEGACY 3D. A very first time for me to drive there alone, the feeling is a bit excited, i have never done these before leh... At last, we 3 ppl, drive 3 cars to here, this is the reason why KL always traffic jammed lor :P hehehhehe.... After movie session, it's already midnight, we all went back by our own, but he escort me till my doorstep, thank you!

My New Office since 20/12/2010

Just want to share with you on my new office outlook, brand new image, brand new environment... hehhehe,but just 500meter far from my old office...

2 lots with 3 floors

Banking Hall - first step into the bank

the place where put slips

TV - Foreign Exchange Rate (FOREX)

Customer's sofa while waiting for their number, don't play play oh, 1 cost for Rm30k oh, heard is imported from FRance one... i got no idea!

4 counters only, too little, should be 10 like PBB, how grand~~~ Anyway, i like the RED background, so sharp!

There is an auto gate and i control it when to open and close :P

Conference room: but for customers (max 3 customers + 1 staff) =.=''

Pantry, i like the most, this place is the most relax place, feel like at home, like in an apartment.

we total have 5 toilets for ard 15ppl working there, so 1 toilet equals to 3 ppl use, crazy hoh~~

Pity for our cleaner, she clean up for 2 lots + 2 floors daily, imagine 5 toilets need to wash everyday, and i haven't count the small rooms, big rooms, store rooms,banking hall etc... i think just for the every kind of rooms, should be ard 12 -15 rooms... Been work in the new place for a week, really nice place, but just sometimes find my colleagues also will be a problem, cuz there are so many rooms and corners, i am crazy with it.....

仙境奇梦

昨晚发了个奇怪的梦，梦在奇怪的地方。。。只记得我不知从哪里来到一个行人天桥，而这个行人天桥是通往一栋欧美式的大楼，大楼有很多很多的窗户，有一点像似这里的apartment，大概有十多楼高。

我走过了这个天桥来到了大楼lobby,里面有点昏暗，宁静的感觉，这lobby有四五层楼高。眼前看到的没有一根柱子或是什么的，就只有一个很美的水池，这水池很大，设计得很优雅，神圣，这水池很浅的，不会超过腰部的深度。旁边有几个人在忙着打理水池，他们都是男的，皮肤好黝黑，不像是印度人，就是不懂是什么族的人，他们身上就只有白色的布料围绕着身体。。。

这里没有导游，就只有我还有一些旅客，我想就只有一个旅客吧，我猜想他不是中东来的就是伊朗来的。从他口中，我才知道，原来这里是一个很神圣的地方。接着，我看见他抓起DSLR不断的往上面拍照。

望上去，惊讶！我看见一个人倒吊在半空中，看真点，原来不只一个人，都有好几个，他们一个个分开却围绕着水池，一些人是倒吊，意思是说头往下，脚往上；一些人则没倒吊。他们浮荡在半空中，有不知从哪里来的水，像下雨般，从他们的身上流过然后直接流入池内，而他们身上都会有一道光从顶部射入池内。

原来，只有一些真正修行成功的人士，才会像他们一样，有这种特殊能力，能够把自己的身体漂洋在半空中继续修行。其中一个飘扬在半空的华裔女人，她知道我在好奇的望着她，她给了我一个很灿烂的笑容，然后就梦醒了。。。

Time To Say Goodbye To Old Office

DD171210 FRIDAY RE-POST

Today is the last day we've stay in the office. Lot of sweet and bitter memories in this office. The joy and laughter, the pain and teardrop, from zero to hundred, from junior to senior, from under-aged to middle-aged, been pass through many stages, meet through many customers, encounter many problems, learn infinity knowledges from every senior managers, executives and etc... I am glad to be here, I am glad to know you here, I am glad to become who i am now...

**** ETERNITY MEMORIES ****

My work station

Tiny Store Room

Personal Financial Consultant = Sales Department

Branch Sales Manager Room with Heart Beat Board

Bank Teller 3 Counters only, so messy...

Corridor from Operation Department to Pantry

Server Room

Pantry, for more than 10 staff used, pity us...

Notice Board ... Boring News...

Toilet, the space is just enough for you to turn around your body...

Cash Office Table... Messy

Fire Proof Cabinet and Strong Cabinet $$$$$$$$$$

Organisation Chart, Incomplete Chart Forever...

Outlook of My Office, left hand side is 2 lots Maybank,

right hand side after restaurant is 2 lots CIMB Bank, we are as if Ikan Sardin.

7 Years , we have to say goodbye this time... I am unwilling to let 'u' go... In fact, we leave 'u', we abandon 'u', because we have another new of 'u' which can replace 'u', but I will miss 'u', love 'u', never ever forget 'u' for the rest of my life... This 2010, I have lost you and 'u'... 9 Years and & 7 Years...

永远的幸福！

很奇妙，昨晚发了个梦，我只记得五个字，就是 ‘永远的幸福’ 。这五个字很大很大地出现在我眼前，直至我梦醒。。。真的对那梦境毫无印象，就只记得这五个字，醒来时还有一份像似开心又轻松的感觉，那种感觉真的很难用言语表达。。。祝在看着这篇文章的你和我都 永远的幸福 !

多謝失戀 Thanks for losing love

Today listen to FM101.80, morning topic was about Break Up or 失恋, i guess is because of the last few days a teenage commit suicide due to break up... Heard many people called in and talk about how they help their friends and colleagues walk out from the darkness... and many songs they play, and this is the one of it, I am the first time to hear this song, hope you will enjoy too...

Translate:

Thanks for losing love

When I looked back, there was nothing but winter is still here,
Separated just few days would feel still painful, I m still here,
I could just believe, there would be rainbow after rain.

I tried to failed, and therefore I know I have been so brave to love,
My face was turned red because of loving you,
There's enough for me to close the door and celebrate.

I have loved the wrong person before therefore I could solve the feeling out today,
I understand a little bit pain of losing love, this was not harm but make me mature.
Even we were together, I still loved somebody before anyway,
Borrow your body temperature and practice with kisses,
Your photos let me know, I would be more match with somebody else.

In the past when we were at school, I was pretended a love expert,
Every time I loved with much effort,
In the future, time changes,
I have to be grown up,
It would be more relaxed when love again,
I failed, so I know I was so crazy when falling in love,
When thinking the past, my face turned red again.
Loving you likes going to space.

I have loved the wrong person before therefore I could solve the feeling out today,
I understand a little bit pain of losing love, this was not harm but make me mature.
Even we were together, I still loved somebody before anyway,
Borrow your body temperature and practice with kisses,
Your photos let me know, I would be more match with somebody else.

I have loved the wrong person before therefore I could solve the feeling out today,
Even how touching is the first love, there will be better in front of us,
Even we were together, I still loved somebody before anyway,
Borrow your body temperature and practice with kisses,
I understand we have to pass through all this when we were young, so we could know who is the most suitable.

A New Start...

DD111210 Saturday Re-post

Today, Zac fetch Fay n me to Berjaya Times Square, upon my request, ahhahha, because i am gonna buy some new clothes (most of it are office wear), don't misunderstood that i am gonna spend a lot for express my bad mood or what, i am not that kinda girl, just my office gonna shifting to new premises, everything is in new, i wish i could have a new look, new impression for everyone, a new start for myself as well!

2p.m, starting our journey from Bandar Sri Damansara to Times Square take us for 1.5 hrs, OMG~~~ Zac, i really don't know why you will take so many wrong roads and those roads are so damn jammed?! hehheheehe, maybe it's not your fault too, because we don't go to K.L. shopping center for couple of years, except One Utama.

By the time we reach there, it's already around 3.30pm, Fay is starving, she haven't take her brunch, ahhahhaha... We decided to go to a Restaurant called ViVo (American Pizza & Panini), this name let me think of ViVoCity in Singapore, is it related? We have order lotssssssss : 4pcs chicken wings, 3 mushroom soups, 1 set of discovery seafood( fries, fried scallop, fillet, salad, onion rings and calamari, 1 seafood pasta, a 13'' pizza, 2 fruit juices, 1 sky juice.

We take around 1 hour to almost finish all.. This is suffocating... People die for starving, instead we almost die for full... We tell each other that no more pizza or pasta after this, ahhahhahaa.... so funny....

Then, we buy movie tickets : THE LAST THREE DAYS. Luckily Zac has own a GSC credit card, no need to queue in a long long queue cuz has a priority lane for him, how GREAT! After buy the 7pm movie tickets, they start to accompany me for shopping. Mmmm.... I just take 2 hours for shopping in 3 shops... very fast right? I managed to buy 11 clothes... hehehheehe... let me share with you, but please ignore the background and shooting skill :P Average price: RM28 / pcs, cheap right? Can't wait to wear these to office, hehehhe.....

After movie, we have an OLD TOWN session at Jln Kuching. It's already 11.30p.m. He send us back after the session... Tired.....ZzzZzZzzZzz.....