逐渐模糊的记忆

在我的脑海里，你已经开始逐渐模糊，即将要消失了，开始慢慢记不起你的面孔，越是用力，越是记不起。那一幕，那一个情景，我都历历在目，深刻印象，可是你在我脑海里，已开始逐日粉碎，慢慢的从我的记忆中消失。真的很不舍得你将从我记忆中离去，很想把你留下来，可真的没办法，我们就只有一面之缘，更没有缘分再续情缘。就当作一场美丽的邂逅吧！永别了，于晏！

2011 中秋节

I am really missing those days when I was small, playing lanterns & candles with brothers and neighborhood.... Still remember I've joined a Mid-Autumn camping in primary school when I was 10yrs old... singing 月亮圆，月亮圆，月亮照在我的家 with gestures on the stage, 营火会，灯笼比赛，猜灯谜，sleeping on the joined tables in a classroom... lot of memories, valuable memories which can't get nowadays... Those days I was so happy and enjoy of Mid-Autumn Festival coming, but nowadays all kids are like don't play lantern anymore. Even the lantern now all comes with batteries and not candles anymore, everything like going to E, E for Electronic... Probably more five years time there is no more so called lantern and candles, all can be played in a game world... Sad, sad, sad..... How I wish I could go back to 20yrs ago...

我的美丽插曲

前阵子，同事要求我学唱一首歌‘假如让你吻下去’，说下次唱K要我唱给她听，哈哈。。。刚开始听都没什么感觉，听多几次就越来越好听，也很上口，慢慢欣赏歌词，觉得挺有意思。。。可是，万万没想到直有一天，这首歌将会影射着我。。。这是一首美丽的插曲，梦幻的情景，回到现实，还是会醒来的，确实昨晚对我来说只能当作是一场美梦 ^.^

歌词：

或是怕再告吹才不敢因你心醉

也许生活惯了孤单忘掉其实这叫空虚

夜幕渗满雨水仍然想把你婉转相拒

却似推不掉暖暖的嘴你抱紧孤独身躯

如让你吻下去吻下去

人生可否变做漫长浪漫程序

或情是一曲短得太短插曲

事完后更空虚

其实盼醉下去醉下去

人生清醒眼泪令人倦令人累

但如若真的交出整个心

会否只换到唏嘘

或是这晚太早不应跟你拥抱

却也许不是太早其实时日我已虚度

但愿你对我好和真心不要草草

也许今夜我只好半醉中甘愿赌一铺