逐渐模糊的记忆

在我的脑海里，你已经开始逐渐模糊，即将要消失了，开始慢慢记不起你的面孔，越是用力，越是记不起。那一幕，那一个情景，我都历历在目，深刻印象，可是你在我脑海里，已开始逐日粉碎，慢慢的从我的记忆中消失。真的很不舍得你将从我记忆中离去，很想把你留下来，可真的没办法，我们就只有一面之缘，更没有缘分再续情缘。就当作一场美丽的邂逅吧！永别了，于晏！

2011 中秋节

I am really missing those days when I was small, playing lanterns & candles with brothers and neighborhood.... Still remember I've joined a Mid-Autumn camping in primary school when I was 10yrs old... singing 月亮圆，月亮圆，月亮照在我的家 with gestures on the stage, 营火会，灯笼比赛，猜灯谜，sleeping on the joined tables in a classroom... lot of memories, valuable memories which can't get nowadays... Those days I was so happy and enjoy of Mid-Autumn Festival coming, but nowadays all kids are like don't play lantern anymore. Even the lantern now all comes with batteries and not candles anymore, everything like going to E, E for Electronic... Probably more five years time there is no more so called lantern and candles, all can be played in a game world... Sad, sad, sad..... How I wish I could go back to 20yrs ago...

我的美丽插曲

前阵子，同事要求我学唱一首歌‘假如让你吻下去’，说下次唱K要我唱给她听，哈哈。。。刚开始听都没什么感觉，听多几次就越来越好听，也很上口，慢慢欣赏歌词，觉得挺有意思。。。可是，万万没想到直有一天，这首歌将会影射着我。。。这是一首美丽的插曲，梦幻的情景，回到现实，还是会醒来的，确实昨晚对我来说只能当作是一场美梦 ^.^

歌词：

或是怕再告吹才不敢因你心醉

也许生活惯了孤单忘掉其实这叫空虚

夜幕渗满雨水仍然想把你婉转相拒

却似推不掉暖暖的嘴你抱紧孤独身躯

如让你吻下去吻下去

人生可否变做漫长浪漫程序

或情是一曲短得太短插曲

事完后更空虚

其实盼醉下去醉下去

人生清醒眼泪令人倦令人累

但如若真的交出整个心

会否只换到唏嘘

或是这晚太早不应跟你拥抱

却也许不是太早其实时日我已虚度

但愿你对我好和真心不要草草

也许今夜我只好半醉中甘愿赌一铺

那個女人(祕密花園OST)[繁中字幕]

一首很动听的歌曲 〈 那个女人〉

Lyrics （ Pronunciation）

han yeojia ka ku dei ru sarang hamnida

ku yeojia neo yio simhi sarang hamnida

mae yin ku run jia chu rom

ku dei ru dei ruo ta nim yeo

ku yeojia neun u sumyeo ulgo isayo

ol ma na ol ma na tou na ru

yi ruo ke pa ra ma pu mio hong jia

yi pa rang ga te sarang

yi kou ji ga te sarang

kei su kei yo nea ge ma ru sarang hou ge ni ho~~

chu gu man ka ga yi wa chu gu man

hon bal ta ga ga mio tu bal tu man ga nul

nol sarang ha nu nan chi kun do yeo pe yi so

ku yeojia umnida

ku yeojia eun so geo gi so sim hamnida

ku re so eun ne pio beu beo wo damnida

chi neng chin gu ye gei do mo ta neng nei gi ga ma neng

ku yeojia ye ma nu meng nu me tu so ni

ku re so ku yeojia ne ku de

neol sarang ye de yeo dou ga ta so

du ha na ga ten pabo du ha na ga ten pa bo

han beng nalu ana chu go gamneon andeyeo ho~~

nan sarang pa go si po ku de yeo

me yi so gu ro man ka sun so gu ro man

so ri ru chi ku meo ku yeojia neun onutou

ku yeo be yi de yeo ho~~

ku yeojia ga nara nen geonanayeo

alm yeo seo do yi ru neun go nani jio

mo rel go ya ku den pabo nikka

ol ma na ol ma na tou na ru

yi ruo ke pa ra ma pu mio hong jia

yi pabo ga te sarang yi ko ji ga te sarang

kei su kei yo nea ge ma ru sarang hou ge ni ho~~

chu gu man ka ga yi wa chu gu man

hon bal ta ga ga mio tu bal tu man ga nul

nol sarang ha nu nan chi kun do yeo pe yi so

ku yeojia umnida

感动的歌声

今晚非常早就放工了，五点多我已经到家了，好开心。同事们约我跟她们的朋友一起唱k，我很有瘾唱，但是又很懒，唯有把决定交给天吧！要是待会儿下雨，我就不去了。怎知道刚才明明天气好坏像要下一场大雨般的，突然一点雨都没有，没有借口给自己了，唯有去，反正闲着！结识了三位朋友，其中一位是男生，他的唱功真的好厉害，他的歌声简直就是迷倒我了，不怪得我的同事宁愿付钱为求只听他唱歌，我想我也会像她一样那么崇拜他的歌声！多么希望这把声音能够唱出我深爱的韩曲一次，一定很感动 ;)

MeRry gO ROuNd

我很喜欢旋转木马，可惜小时候我只坐过几次罢了，长大了很想试试坐一坐，可是却没机会。星期天公司在双威举办家庭日，还以为这次能圆梦，怎知工作人员说这玩意儿只给十岁以下，失望，失望！

唯有拍照留念了。。。不知道哪里还有旋转木马可以让大人坐的呢？让我想起韩国的LOTTE WORLD主题公园，真想下一次有人会带我去那边坐那漂亮的旋转木马 ^.^

没那么简单, 就能找到聊得来的伴, 尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛, 总是不安, 只好强悍,谁谋杀了我的浪漫?

没那么简单, 就能去爱别的全不看, 变得实际也许好也许坏各一半, 不爱孤单一久也习惯, 不用担心谁也不用被谁管.

感觉快乐就忙东忙西, 感觉累了就放空自己, 别人说的话随便听一听, 自己作决定, 不想拥有太多情绪, 一杯红酒配电影, 在周末晚上关上了手机, 舒服窝在沙发里.

相爱没有那么容易, 每个人有他的脾气, 过了爱作梦的年纪, 轰轰烈烈不如平静.

幸福没有那么容易, 才会特别让人着迷, 什么都不懂的年纪, 曾经最掏心, 所以最开心曾经.

想念最伤心, 但却最动心的记忆.

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Tonight can't fall asleep, it's already 1 am but then I still feel like very JIngSan, what's wrong with me?

Tonight is Saturday night, so many Saturdays that I have no chance to stay at home, so long that I have no free time to touch my blog, I guess my blog is dusty...

Tonight chat with quite a number of people, which I first time to chat with, HK girl, primary school classmate, chat chat and chat...

Tonight full of thinking, thinking of nothing, no object no subject, but just thinking...

Suddenly this song played, listen to the lyrics, quite like describing what and who I am right now...

It is not easy, many of cases that I've seen, always the same, almost all the guys are the same, they are betrayers, they like to be, they like excitement, they like fresh...

I used to worry about my loneliness, but I confronted it, and now I used to it, I like to be alone, I guess so?! Or may I know am I enjoy to be alone?!

I think I'm getting older, in terms of age and mindset, gosh, not too mature not mature, always telling myself, be young and stay young, or else I'm gonna find an old guy to marry...

Almost 2am... still not sleepy... but it's time to sleep my dear Carmen Lee, please take good care of myself okay?!!